sianz

9 days of break
out of which 3 r deducted from my precious leave!!!
2 yrs in the company, finally got 12 days leave! which is actually addition of 1 day per year. originally is only 10 days when i first entered the company. i shouldnt bitch. the poor new fellas who have only 7 days. which is crapped when during cny, 3 is deducted, n they r left wif 4 days leave. 4 fucking days of leave!!! wtf can u do?! well, i've got left wif 9 days. 9 precious days which i hav to plan well for my interviews.
6 days gone, actually 7. left wif 2 days. the previous few days i had spent sparingly, sitting in front of the computer, watching dramas, playing games, surfing ermm porn?!, watching tv, sleep from 4am, sleep till 2pm. had really planned to write n send resumes, but my fingers juz wun do the typing/walking/writing.
to come to think bout it, these 3 months of the new year. havent been working much. juz slack. n i wanna slack more.
Jan -> holiday 8 days
Feb -> cny 9 days
Mar -> ICT 5 days
ict cant really say break, but at least break from work. but which is also hindering me from my job hunting. i've seen ppl being rejected from employment thanx to ict. i dun wanna b in the same situation. now i duno worse thing or wat, the company say the week for my ict has got a consultant coming over to give training. n now they has requested for deferment. i duno how. juz wait n see. i dun see myself excelling much in this current rotten company. i've got to get a life, get my grass somewhere else! seems like i'm having grudges grudges grudges over the company. :S cant help it. benefits/salary/promotion etc etc sux, therefore i become a male bitch.