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lotsa of screwed up @ work since my 8 days worth of long CNY new year vacation/break!
usually spent half the day (from morning till lunchtime) doing unaccomplished tasks. hope things get betta soon. they betta be! looking forward to the position of asst supervisor in bout half year time. heard i'll b asst trainer soon :)
well.. being feeling down.. real down..

lonely 1402

Love is Like an Addiction
http://www.the-scientist.com/2005/2/14/20/1

1502 was the most memorable anyway. had a date =) nice breakfast cum lunch which includes appetitzer, main course, wif champange-like looking drink. with cookies n card. i can see the effort n love put in them. noon time catching constantine, pretty good show, i think. tea @ conrad lobby w free voucher. everything is memorable. forever, i hope.
last wkend - my 1st own overseas trip to 1st time visit @ m'sia. pretty fine exposure though it's a short trip. the night spent over the hotel (or rather motel) is a great exposure too.. regret terribly... trip was proposed to b on my long holiday break but i havent got my passport :P hence a visit to sentosa instead n postpone the trip)
things r getting pretty terrible. dunno how to carry on w these terrible feelings. i miss her so very much. yet nothing i can do bout it. guess i should put in more effort in my work. these feelings could b affecting my work concentration.

had some beer yesterday at the ktv w my colleagues. not enuf booze. too mani sad songs. dice game was quite interesting / addictive though.

i need to club tomorrow. need to dance. need to drink. need to feel high. to forget some things for a while. few seconds/minutes/hours at least.

i need to get a tan on the day after tomorrow.