tots

if u have a few months left to live,
will u spend the rest of it wif ur loved ones?
if yes,
wont it bring them more pain when u go?
or will it b tat u n them having no regrets of spending the treasured moments together.
will u leave behind something precious for them (i.e. a child?)
will it bring them back more pain?
will tat precious thing u left behind for them bring them more sorrow n burden?
will it remind them of u, of those happy days.

will i cry when i leave this world?
will i have a spirit?
will i b a lost soul when i'm dead?
will my loved ones cry for me?
where will i go?
can i still stay back to look after them, protect them from harm? to b their guardian angel
will i have regrets bout my life?

days passing by, getting older day by day,
when people grow older, the more they fear death
time is running out
life is unpredictable
i dunno when i'll die
my precious loved ones i cant bear to leave behind
i'll try to spend all my precious years, months, days, hours, seconds wif them..