iron-y

when i m alone, my mind strays n lose myself
when i m at a noisy place, i m easily annoyed

sometimes i juz think too much
sometimes i juz think insufficiently

i built something
i broke something
whether i m able to fix it, i hav no confidence.
in the end, i avoid, i hide, i run away
in the end, i ruin the chance
in the end, i can only build it in my dreams,
instead of building a dream out of it

sometimes i can b talkative
sometimes i can b so quiet