just another days

it's the weekend again
but eventless again
finished up wif <無間道 I & II> novel, slept the noon away, <無間道 III> to catch up wif probably, or to watch movies to clear off the bytes from my computer, probably to watch 射雕英雄传 (seems pretty not bad.. i might b staying home every saturday for few months to catch it.. but 赤子乘龙 seems nice too, however, watching once gives me the conclusion tat it sux)

juz realised tat recently my mood has been real bad
very easily irritated
realised i could b another small fry in the company
there's already 2 supervisors in the lab
to outshine or to stand out, i must really perform well
but it seems pretty "i dunno wat to describe", it's a pretty small working environment
partially thanks to the presence of the burmese guy, else wif my current attitude, i could b the public enemy instead n b the "being-talk-behind-the-back-guy"
the talk in the office is already killing me, i've tried very hard to avoid contacts wif them..
juz dun understand why there's so many ppl who like to kpoh, to gossip n stuffs.. they juz hav to keep their mouth bz talking bout other ppl behind their back...
i've still lotsa to learn, to learn to accept such presence of such people in the world, they r indifferent, or M I INDIFFERENT? if i m, i'll probably b the alien, the odd one out, probably i've to b like them, go wif the flow, b as "bad" as them
however, karma.. karma

self is one's greatest enemy

havent been grooving for a looooong time
crave
for
clubbing
as much as
for
steamboat