late for ht prac... bout half an hour late... din feel like waking up
so tired
in stone mood for the whole prac
being "ordered" to do the adjuvant for the mice... dripping n spilling n spurting white milky liquid all over

had to "do" lsss proj wif amos
juz the 2 of us having lunch at canteen 3
bought 2 dollars worth of WANTON MEE
got more than i expected!!!
THERE's A BONUS SMALL COCKROACH IN THE PLATE!!!!!!!!!!
saw it while i was mixing the mee n the sauce together
end result: i went to toilet 3 times!!!
i dunno izzit due to cockroach n psychological effect of seeing it in my plate

bz, fatigue week -_- arggggggggggggggggggggh!!!

sun work
mon proj
tue work
wed work
thu photo taking, study
fri ht lab, lsss proj, study
sat work
sun study, study, study
mon test! lsss proj!
arggggggggggggggggggggh

sun
forgotten wat happen.. oni remember i've been working

mon
forgotten wat happen.. oni remember i've gone to skool to attempt to do lsss proj n attempt to study at night

tue n wed,
there was sales at workplace, was enthu that there'll b hell lotsa crowd, but it juz sux.. finally more variety of my products had arrived.. managed to sell the cheapest n the most expensive products on tue.. but... the comm both r juz pathetically the same.. oni 7 bucks!.. tue was quite alittle bz.. wed was pathetically quiet.. no sales :(

fri (tml)
gonna b having b injecting the mice again.. err.. not too sure... they soon gonna b slayed -_- i dun wish to b the murderer
then gonna b rushing lsss proj tat's gonna b due on mon
damn

sat
i'll b working.. hopefully able to get sales n get time to study

sun
gonna study study study study study study

mon
the test! proteomics test!! n lsss proj due.. ack..

thu (today)
photo taking for graduation!
wearing white shirt, black pants, black leather shoes... i'm used to it anyway.. though i dun like white shirt
tie! i've got no tie! last min din get, din buy, ended up wif father's tie... ermmm.. too much "exotic" design, i'll prefer a plain one...
iron them
brought my oldie traditional camera.. (really wish i've got digital cam)...
took a cab to fetch dear (she din wanna go alone.. i m late.. so took a cab).. ended up early :(
photo taking was taking way too much time.. 2 hrs plus of waiting... Zzz
it's nice to see us graduating soon.. juz few more months to go..
class photo
batch photo .. think i was "insulted" in the process before taking it.. but wateva.. i din hear.. cant b bothered
took some photos wif "x"classmates
guys! whoever got my photo send to me hor :)
though.. i juz realised i M NOT photogenic :(

k k gonna study liaoz
study the notes by dear

i'm being chased off MY OWN PC!!!
:( :( :(

goth

my goth name is Midnight Fantasy

sux

juz a short blog/bitch bout yesterday (friday)
in a rush to go sleep
cos today (saturday) gonna b a tiring day, gonna go for report writing talk, gonna go work, gonna go give out pamplets. juz heard gonna submit some finalisation of the proj or something. WTF! din know bout it. heard no one mention bout it till juz now. .. ya.. juz saw is "Submit detail report outline to project supervisor" oh no.. dun think yingliang know bout it either, does he.
juz checked my email, recieve my jan payroll.. there's calculation mistake in my pay! damn
earlier in the morn, during il2 prac, quite some screwed up by me n kenny. damn.. 2 kukus missed reading a line n bring bout some mistake. ended up have to take yingliang n bernard sample. at the end of it, which i oni juz realised from reading kenny's icq msg, is tat we forgot to incubate tubes C & D for 5mins at 100oC..... oh damn damn
juz now go watch Natural City, n was bout 15-30min late for the show! n i missed out the fighting scenes! one of the reason of watching the show is to watch the effects. n i missed out the fighting scenes wif effects! damn.. although the storyline oni started when i reached. but damn damn.. grrr.. $8.50.. grrr
sucky

a better today
a better tomorrow
a better future everyday

gonna Zzz

Salt and Coffee... WTF?!?

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal,nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffeewith him, she was surprised, but due to being polite,she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything,she felt uncomfortable, she thought,'please, let me go home..'
Suddenly he asked the waiter: "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but,still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby?
He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there".
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:
"My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you--- the salty coffee.Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth
many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".
Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not to forget
but to forgive not to see but understand
not to hear
but to listen not to let go but HOLD ON !!!!

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear...

i din write this shit
i read it

how true.. so true

You're Pills:
Pills represent you because they're the clean type of hurt. You dont like the idea of pain, so you take the easy way out. You slowly kill yourself off mind and body without causing outer pain. This way nobody knows what you're feeling. People hurt you a lot of the times, by the way they act towards you, the things the say.. Sometimes not noticing you. But you cant help feeling mercy for them. Youd rather sacrifice another piece of yourself for them.
what type of hurt are you ?
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fuck u ppl

fuck u ppl
becos of u ppl
i couldnt sleep well
becos of u ppl
i dint sleep well

still having the gadgets clinging on to me for whole of last nite
supposed to have 8 hours of standard sleeping time
at least from 1am till 9am
but i couldnt fucking sleep becos of u ppl
becos of tat i oni manage to get out of bed now
in btw, i had missed a few time slots to do my logging in
screwed the experiment
screwed the money

i'm feeling so fucking stressed up myself

i m not ur fucking stressball

fuck
i'm juz a living dead man
as good as dead
life's betta off for me
death's betta off for me

let me smoke
let me drink
let me drown myself in smoke n liquor n die

hmmm . . .

hmmm.. man had wanted to watch gotika
but i was been gadgeted wif eq tat everyone's staring n i've got "survey" to do
so.. mayb another day
hmmm.. wonder if the last samurai is still on theatre
keen to watch
heard is good
i'm becoming a movie freak
wan to watch natural city
wan to watch butterfly effect
wan to watch hellboy
wat else? think there's mani mani more :)

hmmm..
(trying to keep myself happy... n bz
to avoid mind-straying...
to avoid thinking... )

hmmm..
common test is near
think there's oni proteomics to study
but i've betta got to buck up n prepare to study
it's the last term of the yr
gonna buck up

go victor go

$10,000 gadget man

i'm having $10,000 worth of gadget on me
or rather cling/stuck on me!!!

earlier in the morn was called by francis from nus to do their survey which i had volunteered earlier on
they were working on how ppl react on stress
i'll b paid at least $30, having spent almost 3 hrs been experimented.. can b paid up to $80!!
ermm.. ez money? nah..
supposed to reach there AS6 at 2pm, but had waited for man to come along to join me at clementi
(had dragged him along for company)
spent some time climbing stairs up n walking down stairs to look for tat stupid place
finally got there at bout 1430
everything ended bout 1700
my poor friend was been left alone outside waiting for me, luckily he had gotten himself new paper
meanwhile during these period of time, i was been "tormented" inside, doing questions, asking bout my feelings, having my blood pressure taken, having my cardiac wateva recorded, having to solve mental sums within seconds, having my hand put in ice cold water for 5 mins etc etc...
now i'm been "equiped" wif some expensive gadgets to measure my blood pressure n stuffs for another 24hrs...
& given a palmtop to fill up questions askin me bout wat i m doing, hav to update them wif them these info every 20 mins interval! omg... oni to stop recording when i'm sleeping.
well i can choose not to do these if i dun wan the money of course
but i wun mind sacrificing for the sake of money.. lol
hmmm.. oni to b returning back there tml at 4pm..
long way to go
20 mins interval == 1 hr do 3 times
24 hr a day minus 8 hr of sleep left 16 hrs
total times i have to work on the questions is 16x3 = 48
well well
considered ez money
looking forward for more of these lobangs
sorta try to psycho man to b in it tml
heh

pals

btw, thanx pat for the company last nite
though he was bz playin game when i met him n not of much help initially
n good thing tat yingli called from aus at the right time
thanx to him too, but doubt he goes online to see this credit

Friends

sleepless restless lifeless

i couldnt sleep last nite
i dunno why
was lying in bed couldnt sleep
alarm went off in the morn
juz too tired to even care
oni feel more awake at bout 0730
which i will b at least 30 min late for my 8am rw class in the morn
i dun like to b too veri late for class
i dun like to miss class
but in the end, i convinced myself not to go

ogg

i dunno wat to blog
there's nothing to blog
...
my mind is juz so clogged
...
i dunno wat to think
there's nothing to think
...

awwwwww
so touching
mute couple
(thanx chizi, i rip it from ur page.. in case u see this)

happy valentine's day
lol

company has got a stall doing a roadshow in skool
too bad i wasnt involved :(
no xtra income liaoz

lss presentation for our grp will b next wk
postponed
sianz

returned BEST uniform at PS
then at OG saw this LEE leather-like bag
i WANT!! really "craving" for it!!

6 hrs a wk is not much..
wish i had about that time too
but when time becomes calculative
guess it must b meaningless

110204 wed?
confused bout dates, made-up lessons, wks (odd or even)
juz know common tests r coming soon.. then follow by proj due, then exams..
arghhh.. this semester is going by really fast
finished copying (transferring) notes of proteomics from ryan.. thanx!
still got to copy (transfer) hybridoma notes from peishan.. thanx!
got to print lss notes n stuffs..
got to do hybridoma assignment
got to prepare for il2 flowchart
so mani things!
juz finished editing my portion for tml's presentation
had met for lss presentation in the noon.. lasted from 1+ till 5+!!

on my way back, saw 2 doggies humping.. wif their 2 owners looking!!
in public! -_-

ahhh.. tired..
havent been sleeping well lately

urge to go clubbing soon.. lol
but $$$ is a prob :(

managed to get classmate/coursemates to help fill up my "organ donation" survey during lecture
thanx guys!

binghuang attracted many attention playing William Hung on his laptop during the break of the lecture
courageous guy.. i admire him for tat.. i mean William
"I already gave my best.
I have no regrets at all."
- William Hung
2004 American Idol Auditions

friend in need, me gonna b a friend indeed
hope u take good care

nice ermm.. clothes @ marina sq
gonna trained up alittle if i wanna look betta in those clothes though
(if i ever buy though... )

- previous comment is down. dunno why. changed to use this liaoz

- Pussy Plays with Penis
this is vulgar!

- finally see the star!
nothing interesting

- saw this T wif (i think) gloomy bear & wordings: "we bears, will rule the world one day"
COOL!!! =)

- Professor Robert Webster, Director of the WHO Collaborating Laboratory on Animal Influenza in Hong Kong, cautioned about the experimental tests, which appeared to detect the H5N1 virus in the nasal cavities of pigs.
old news.. but scary! do keep me update, ppl!

- A Girl with an X-ray vision
old news.. but oh wow!!!

- yesterday @ work: astonished to see oni 1 xerox laser printer left for sale, stressed.. found out 2 sold, 2 transferred out, not tat bad.. but no sales for the whole day.. sux.. tiring oso..

- today @ work: not too bad, sold 1 printer to a ang moh customer whose bringing it overseas (think is africa).. but had no mood to work at all for the entire day.. worse thing to hear tat boss had told manager to bring in 250 xerox laser printers into the shop! wtf.. guess i can go byebye to the shop if tat happens.. juz wish i could b back working at best denki... betta working environment n more slacking. hah..

- heard a story from magic wok about the frog n the shoe.. here it goes (roughly):
one day, the frog want to cross the river, he ask the shoe if it can bring him across. the shoe agree. the frog ask the shoe if it is sure that it can bring him across the river. the shoe reassure the frog that it wont be a problem. the shoe bring the frog across the river. halfway, the shoe sink. the frog ask the shoe why it did not say that it couldnt bring him across and did not let him know earlier. the shoe say that it is its nature.
i've got NO clue wat the moral of the story is bout. anyone can tell me?

- in my opinion, seems like sales line is making most money. close to 2k at least. provided selling practical products tat r in demand. (of course, i have yet to get in touch wif a sellable product making money.. soon... i hope soon)

- think i've become a more practical person. for money, seems like anything, almost anything, i'll do for money. i've nv been so desperate. this is insane..

kekeke.. i might probably need to have good command of english if i wanna complain.. too bad, mine sux... hence, i dun often..
why? .. well well.. .... ..... ......

open house @ np today
went down errrarly.. reached @ bout 11
sianz.. this year open house of biotech is really quiet.. compared to last yr..
all "stalls" oni held @ blk 34, had expected some happening stuffs again @ blk 40.. but.. nothing
slacked around, sat around, walked around till 1700
heard got more cca pts if stay till 1700 (dunno real anot)
but fine lah
managed to collect newbie goodie bag.. which err.. nothing much.. juz some papers, coin pouch?, black soy bean drink, m1 bag?..
towards closing manage to grab some titbits n milo for FREE.. *grinz* sneaking around*
(thanx to leroy haha)
btw, i think the "flavoured" marsh potato sux :(
ack

raining wheneva i wear my new puma shoes :(

hazy hazy haze :)

Good or Bad hard to say�
Once upon a time, there was a king. The king liked one of his followers very much because he was very wise and always gave very useful advice.
Therefore the king took him along wherever he went. One day, a dog bit the king, the finger was injured and the wound was getting worse. He asked the follower if that was a bad sign. The follower said, Good or bad, hard to say'. In the end, the finger of the king was too bad that had to be cut.

The king asked the follower again if that was a bad sign. Again, the follower gave the same answer, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. The king became very angry and sent the follower to prison.

One day, the king went hunting in the jungle. He got excited when he was on the chase of a deer. Deeper and deeper he went inside the jungle. In the end he found himself lost in the jungle. To make thing worse, he got captured by the native people lived inside the jungle.

They wanted to sacrifice him to their god. But when they noticed that the king had one finger short, they released him immediately as he was not a perfect man anymore and not suitable for sacrifice. The king managed to get back to his palace after all. And he finally understood the follower's wise quote, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. If he
hadn't lost one finger, he could have been killed by the native people. He ordered to release the follower, and apologized to him. But to the king amaze, the follower was not mad at him at all. Instead, the follower said, 'It wasn't a bad thing that you locked me up.'

Why? Because if the king hadn't locked the follower up, he would have brought the follower along to the jungle. If the native found that the king was not suitable, they would have used the follower. Again, the quote 'Good or bad, hard to say' stands.

The moral of the story
Everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad.
Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually, while bad things become a gain.

Whatever good things happen to you, enjoys it, but don't have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life. Whatever bad things happen to you, don't have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all.

If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier.

i saw some gloomy bear toys at clementi
for $2 oni!! :)
pink :)
silver :)
gold :)

worked sat, sun, mon
ok ok working environment
finally break the barrel
sat sold 1 printer
sun sold 1 printer
mon sold 2 printers
within 3 days sold 4, left 1, the manager bringing in 5 more
since promotion of printer lasting til 8th feb, n will b going back this wkend.. gonna grab the chance to sell more
actually the 1st time tat i've sold any printer
there were slight prob, din know there's no warranty card for this batch, din know there's no printer cable in the package
but things've been more or less solved.. though tried to email to boss to inform him, email delivery failed
hmmm.. since the sales at this current place seems still quite fine, i've been thinking whether to request to b stationed here permanently.. if so, guess i'd betta pick up learning more bout the specs for pc n other more stuffs too

tue morn rw lesson
managed to turn up slightly earlier than usual
questionnaire score was pretty good for my grp
highest =)
did more research on "organ donation"
quite an eye-opener to look into the topic, quite some interesting stuffs
guess i'm pretty open-minded to my own body after death
i wun mind donating any parts of my organs, if they r of any use
or even contributing my body for research purposes
for mankind?! lol... anything...
though currently under the human organ transplant act (HOTA) ,
1. What is HOTA?
The Human Organ Transplant Act 1987 or HOTA allows for the organs of Singapore citizens and permanent residents to be removed in the event of death for the purpose of transplantation. It applies to non-Muslims between the ages of 21 and 60 years. The existing HOTA applies only to kidneys and deaths caused by accidents.
6. Who is included under HOTA?
HOTA applies to all Singapore Citizens and Permanent Residents between 21 and 60 years of age. It also does not apply to those of unsound mind. Muslims are not included under HOTA on religious grounds.

watched Visions of Escaflowne in the library
had tot it's a dvd wif whole movie but damn.. it's series!
pretty good.. now wondering if i should continue to watch for the rest of its series :(

went down to bugis for alittle walk after tat
great to b window-shopping looking at the clothes n bags n stuffs n bugis village
i still love tat place :)

being intro to mud again
something which i was badly addicted to long long time ago
Achaea - Dreams of Divine Lands
i'm glad i'm not too keen on it this time round
it's pretty hard to play oso though
n i was "harassed" while using a female char,.. a male player offered "me" gold for a favour... to perform cyber "head" for him.. hah.. well well... i'm bad at description so i turned down his offer.. hah

came to know tat selling ice-cream can b good money too
hmmm.. worth a tot to try :)