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葉子的離開是因為風的追求還是樹的不挽留

words from the net.. true true

"everything don't just happen, life got its own reason for me. people i met is another piece of puzzle that will complete them all."

"Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but then you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. and sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and to open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it."

another sequel of senseless unorganised tots

here i m in the office writing my piece of mind
actually it's kinda blank right now
juz jot down wateva tat comes right into my mind
note down wateva tots flashing by as fast as i can before i forget
cos i m a thinking person
irony is unorganised tots juz keep coming in

prob the slight alcohol slight running in my blood
prob the amount of sleep i juz had only from 0500 till 0700
well.. w or w/o sleep/alcohol, it appears to be tat i hav been in this condition for several months.
this is wat i can recall at the moment
i could barely recall i pass my days in the past
memories r fading
prob due to old age
age is catching up
i'll b 27 soon

it's half day work anyway
though there's no mood to work
i feel like a zombie
wonder in the past during my school days, how can i actually survive thru.
pri sch i wasnt like this, being under pressure
sec sch i was semi like this, din do well for my maths, my future is affected.. hell to the bloody education system
poly i din make it yr 1 computer, yr 2 biotech i cant cope wif stress.. i gave myself up, went thru ns, make a come back.. honestly things wun smooth either, but god (if there is god) does sent me an angel.. guided me thru the rough waves, managed to graduate.
here i m working in the chemistry line

soon to realise, money not enuf
money is everything
in relationship, i can put in 101% of love into it
but money wise, will i be able to do it?
even squeezing 50% is hard
working hard at the moment doesnt seems like a good source of earning money since there's no more OT pay :(

wat's the plan @ the moment?
no plans
step by step as each step goes

i m stuck at organising the contents of the Technical Information
tat's all for now,
time to move on to brainless work -> craftwork

可以让男人看一遍哭一遍的文章

醉

若觉人生没趣味
借故夜夜来买醉
没忧没愁不觉累
醒后世界依破碎

© devilvic

夜夜买醉， 只想借酒浇愁， 可是借酒浇愁愁更愁
醉了可能只是暂时忘了心中烦恼
酒后醒后， 现实中的问题依然是存在的
饮酒并不能解决任何问题

情牢 - 李克勤

你说会永远想念我
我知道爱情已经死掉
你把自由还给了我
我却无力可逃
分分秒秒都想起 你对我的好

我想要一帖相思的解药
被回忆关起来教人受不了
你宣判我的无期徒刑
孤单是我的背号
我在漆黑的夜幢里
看著心被爱焚烧

你给我一个爱的监牢
用思念作一副手铐
我号啕大哭
我颓废的笑
外面有没有人听得到
我知道爱是一个监牢
可是我不能不往里面跳
吹寂寞的风
守时间的孤岛
心睡在冰雪里
而明天只是个问号

一个人

一个人吃饭是寂寞的

一个人逛街是寂寞的

时间不能让你忘记痛； 时间只能让你习惯了痛

那么久了， 我还是不习惯一个人的寂寞日子

原来

晴天霹雳的事发生了
原来我早就该离开了，放下了。。。
刚看了她的博客后，
才知道原来一直在她心目中我早已被另一个他取代了
残酷的说， 也许我一直可能只是一个代替品
毕竟他们早已认识了
后来我误打误撞地出现了
误打误撞地和她在一起一年多的时间
其实我并没有恨她吧
分手了一年多
这一段时间里我还是爱着她
但是。。。 原来。。。

:~

torch my heart
lit it on fire
take this body
take this soul
cos they're no longer of my own
reduce them to ashes
reduce them to dust
wipe my existense from this land

feelings ; words ; promises ; forever ; memories

feelings could be real
feelings could be fake
feelings could be decieving
feelings could be forever
feelings could be temporary
feelings could be everlasting
feelings could be just for now
so goes for words, for promises which could be broken

so whatever the feelings are for NOW, just treasure IT
so whatever the words are for NOW, just treasure IT
so whatever the promises are for NOW, just treasure IT

cos it's now or never
dun let it be a forever regret
let it be a forever remembrance
forever memories
even though they could be forgotten at times
actually they have been scuplture onto you
they live n grow into you
it's just at times, they have been covered by dust

精 神 年 齡 鑑 定

鑑定結果

您的精神年齡19歲

與您實際年齡差-8歲

幼稚度68％

成熟度39％

老化度17％

i refused to believe i m this childish..
will do the test again

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鑑定結果
您的精神年齡27歲
與您實際年齡差1歲
幼稚度60％
成熟度50％
老化度33％

test done again
[/edit]

my complexity complicates my existing complicated life

迷失了方向
迷失了自我
陷入了困惑
遗忘了自我

IF

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you'd like to win, but think you can't,
It's almost certain you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you've lost.
For out of the world we find
Success begins with a fellows will.
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you're outclassed, you are.
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win a prize.
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster person.
But sooner or later the person who wins
Is the one who thinks they can.

Anonymous

RISKS

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool,
To weep is to risk being called sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk showing your true self.
To place your ideas and your dreams before the crowd is to risk being called naive.
To love is to risk not being loved in return,
To live is to risk dying,
To hope is to risk despair,
To try is to risk failure

But risks must be taken, because the greatest risk in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing, and becomes nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn, feel, change, grow or love.
Chained by his certitude, he is a slave; he has forfeited his freedom.
Only the person who risks is truly free.

Often attributed to the poet and thinker, Leo Buscaglia, the real author of this inspirational verse is Janet Rand.

忘情水

每当夜深不能睡
唯有饮酒来麻醉
今夜来口忘情水
醒后从此不念谁

© devilvic

醉。醒。

醉翁饮酒即成仙
程云逍遥游西天
醒后坠落回人间
现实终归没变迁

© devilvic