true love

"True love knows no fear. If you believe in something beautiful, then it is always worth the risk. For only those who are brave enough to risk getting hurt are the only ones who find their true destiny. Those who are afraid of what love brings never find it, and only those who are not afraid of getting hurt are the ones who keep it."

victor victor r u still tat victor

time passed
time flied

things changed
people changed
i've changed
i'm not quite the boy/man i used to be
i'm not myself tat i used to know
this self-discovery is self-destructive
i've got to know my hidden inner self better
for better or for worse
i aint sure this is the real me
have i hidden the my real self from everyone else, including myself for all these whiles, all these years.. 25++ years...
or izzit circumstances/environmental changes tat result in this great change in me..
cant imagine wat i m now
bad? worse? worst?
i cant seem to bother anyway
i seems to b enjoying my life as it is now
who knows.. anyhow i might change..
b it for the better or the worse..
b it good or bad.. i know i've changed n i cant hate myself for the change
it's juz me
the very me
i'm too deep, ..deeper than the ocean.. to b understand
i'm very much expecting to see the change in me again.. soon.. very very soon... but i juz dunno how soon..
will i b one of those ppl whom i despise
i cant rule out the possibilities
for i think i m one of them now

nice to know u, victor
i've got to know u better