was like a zombie for the whole of yesterday...

thanx to my dear for keeping me company...
yes yes i smoked... i shouldnt! i'm sorry... i'm not gonna smoke again!!!
u r everything to me... i'll b so lost w/o u... life will be in misery w/o u...

thanx to pat who keep me company oso
something not right... i dunno wat... i fear... i'm scared

the [zombie walk] continues on today...
i'll break down if this goes on...
i need u here wif me, dear!!!...