total 4 subjects, passed 3, flung 1... sianz

the day yesterday was fine... having company,
went bugis, went to see merlion, went esplande, went library, went city hall...
thot of revising abc, but ended up strolling around... sitting around... not realli in the mood for studying...

war (world war 3?) had started... izzit dat the reason affecting my mood after reaching home... ?? i doubt so... it's....
well... some things have given me real MIXed-UP feelings... i've quite lost myself in wat should i do... traits of gemini which i'm afraid of... seems to have shown in me...
think i got not much idea of wat m i writing here... all i can say is, i guess i'm not quite in the right state of mind at this very moment... i need a break... mayb a smoke... mayb a drink... mayb a pill...
feel the need to be out of reality/get into ecstasy... temporarily...
BUT none of these seem realistic enuf... mayb.. i should juz go to sleep...