Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

瘾 / 无题

seems like it was too about 2 to 3 weeks since i drink.
the urge is there
kinda miss drinking

this is particular a tough weekend
practically rotting at home over the weekend
a "tough" week had passed, the weekend's gone in bout an hour time. the tension from last week's work is still in me, yet to release.

part of me has gone moldy sitting at home...

寂寞的雄



where's the other missing part of me?

Saturday, April 22, 2006

无题

it was pretty much about a month ago since i last blog
22, it's a number of significance.
guess it doesnt matter anymore

i m still at work
ya, the head n supervisor at over at china
m i the acting supervisor?
well well quite a number of things did go thru me :)
feels kinda good
feels kinda stressed
cant even sleep well in my morning bus ride

finally i dun hav to go for tat damn saf parade
glad to say due to my knee problem?
my knee is giving me pain even when i m sitting
wtf
or mayb the parade thingie was cancelled due to the up coming election
lol
c'mon, it's crap to ask NSmen to do parade thingie
once again i m bitching
i shouldnt b, it's not my problem anymore

talking about election,
Election 2 by Johnnie To
i will be looking forward to it

talking about movies,
i will be looking forward for X-men and Mission Impossible and wat else?

i watch Hostel last night
it was sudden decision to watch right after i read the crtics on the papers.
it's bout sex, n gore, n gore, n more gore. gruesome
a overseas trip for sex, a trip of sex and thrill, and the thrill of their lives, costing their lives.. well.. ya 2 lives gone. 1 was close. not juz 1 psycho, but many.. all in the cult? club? elite hunting.. they pay n they will be given a victim to kill, or torture, or watsoever they wanna do. based on a ?club? in somewhere in thai or somewhere.. i had read it in the chinese papers yesterday.
it's not the 1st time i m watching such movies.. Battle Royale, House of Wax, Ichi the Killer etc etc.
cant imagine i m actually sort of enjoying such movies. it does gives the thrill. adrenaline rush. tat's insane. n i m actually not losing my appetite after watching it, in fact, i had mee hoon goreng right after tat. it's only after a few mouthful before i realise i m actually eating something red. does gross me out alittle when thinking of the scences in the movie.
but there was really once when i totally feel digusted, it was when i was watching the operation from male to female. i was like arghhhhhhhh.. but continue finishing watching the clip.
guess i could b a-b-normal...

kk gonna go find boss for some discussion
n mayb ermm lunch after tat..