song dedication specially for YOU!!!
hah

[yesterday/tuesday260803]
couldnt find X @ library liaoz... dunno where e lz librarian hid it... dunno they got work anot.. damn slackers!

had hua dan he fen & fish n chips @ net restuarant... pretty good

haben get xiao hei his house yet... he still seems rather unfriendly :(

stupid diseased rose cant make it liaoz.. sux... should've observe it more carefully b4 buying

[today/wednesday270803]
hope today's rose is betta

wat've i done to myself
the left side of my body is feeling stiff
my neck could barely turn
i could barely turn my body too!!

treated n pampered w harsh browns, seaweed chickens & pizza =)
gonna study hard for upcoming exams liaoz

past few days had been quite bad to start wif...
started every morn by kenaing cbcb.. nvm life still goes on...
gonna spend less...

long-time-see-npcc-friend havin house warming on 6 sept
dunno wat to get her
kaoz... same age as me... oredi rom...

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Be Careful
by: Unknown
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Be careful of your thoughts
for your thoughts become your word.
Be careful of your words
for your words become your actions.
Be careful of your actions
for your actions become your habits.
Be careful of your habits
for your habits become your character.
Be careful of your character
for your character becomes your destiny.
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Left brain and right brain co-ordination! Try this!
While sitting at your desk make clockwise circles with your right foot.
While doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand.

Your foot will change direction!!!

ack
i missed my iap talk
had tot it's on 28 aug

watched X at library half way in the skool library..
to b continued..

balls balls n more balls
got mani balls [sunday 240803]
starry bouncy rubber balls; balls (eggs /w hp accessories)
heh

think i wanna watch SWAT n MEDALLION too
but UNDERWORLD will b a better choice...
pocket going to not too full soon liaoz
can oni afford a movie.. i guess...
aniwae iap coming... will b getting 600 per mth
-- pretty not bad =)
but b4 all the boring computer-project-iap
there's the exam: btn (300803 sat) & genom (030903 wed)
gonna study hard!
alittle worry for results for IL1 prac exam, btn test, ddd test
hope/pray/wish they'll b fine

[sat]
went back skool to hand in ddd lit assignment hard copy
sent dar to work
heard some kill-chicken-process going on at bus stop os fep
went library return bks
borrowed liang wang feng bk to read (dunno when will i finish it)
went home stoned
fetch dar off work
cut hair @ far east [juz 4 hair]
(not bad - tried new hairstyle
--- well.. considered new for me cos nv had this hairstyle b4)
dar cut her hair too
sent dar home
went home
watched not-too-bad-chinese-"love"-story-on-channel-8
stoned
blogged... err... blogging...
awaiting for myself to crawl into bed

[thu] friend talk about this:
"u hium ppl, ppl oso hium u"
true true.. hah.. pls remember that as wat ur other friend told u.. hah

"we might not know... who knows god is actually the evil one... n satan is the good guy
for if i were god, i will say i m the good one even if i m bad"
sounds logical enuf... i've nv tot of that till u told me... hah.. does make sense huh?

i wanna watch UNDERWORLD!!!
bout "gang-fights" btw vampires n werewolves

feeling very pampered recently
my ultraman hp accessories juz got spoilt few days ago
[thu] got brand new same model ultraman wif light from my dar
really cheer me up after my quite-a-little-disappointment btn test
[fri] got a large purple ♡ n electric shaver!
need not worry bout shaving now!
spent from 1600 till 2100 in skool facing the darn pc in the library doing ddd lit assignment... err... opps alittle late to hand in liaoz... hope dr koh wont b too mean
darn... i havent done my btn prac report! holy shit.. n not sure whether the result is out yet... remember him sayin question paper n result out for collection on fri..

i screwed my blogg?
publishin prob

kaoz
wat's wif the internet nowadays
so mani viruses!?!
lucky my pc is still kicking n alive!

yesterday ddd test ok enuf

today genom prac exam killer.. hope overall fine...
wanted to attend genom lecture but missed it due to "over-eating" @ west mall

tomolo btn test
tonite gonna b real bz
gonna rush btn online quiz if possible
gonna study btn
tml nite gonna b real bz too
gonna rush ddd lit assignment
gonna rush btn prac report
gonna rush btn online quiz

stress week

day after tomolo, fri, gonna shop for xiao hei, gonna cut hair

15/08/03 [fri]
watched league of the extraordinary gentlemen at gv grand

16/08/03 [sat]
got a guinea pig from pet safari
err.. opps but it's not exactly mine...

Correspondence of five personality typologies

Conscientious ENFJ 1 Obsessive-Compulsive Aquarius
Sensitive INFJ 4w5 Avoidant Pisces
Vigilant ENFP 6w5 Paranoid Scorpio
Dramatic INFP 4w3 Histrionic Leo

Aggressive ENTJ 8 Sadistic Aries
Idiosyncratic INTJ 5w4 Schizotypal Aries
Inventive ENTP 3w4 Compensatory Narcissistic Libra
Solitary INTP 5w6 Schizoid Libra

Leisurely ESTJ 9w8 Passive-Aggressive Taurus
Serious ISTJ 9w1 Depressive Taurus
Self-Sacrificing ESFJ 2 Masochistic Cancer
Devoted ISFJ 6w7 Dependent Virgo

Self-Confident ESTP 3w2 Narcissistic Capricorn
Adventurous ISTP 7w8 Antisocial Sagittarius
Mercurial ESFP 7w6 Borderline Gemini
Artistic ISFP 7w6 Cyclothymic Gemini

mer�cu�ri�al
adj.
often Mercurial
Roman Mythology. Of or relating to the god Mercury.
Astronomy. Of or relating to the planet Mercury.
Having the characteristics of eloquence, shrewdness, swiftness, and thievishness attributed to the god Mercury.
Containing or caused by the action of the element mercury.
Quick and changeable in temperament; volatile: a mercurial nature.

bor�der�line
adj.
Verging on a given quality or condition: borderline poverty.
Of a questionable nature or quality: an applicant with borderline qualifications.
Psychology. Relating to any phenomenon that is intermediate between two groups and not clearly categorized in either group: a borderline state showing the characteristics of both neurotic and psychotic reactions.
Relating to a condition characterized by a pattern of instability in mood, interpersonal relations, and self-image, and manifested by self-destructive, impulsive, and inconsistent behavior: the borderline syndrome.

ar�tis�tic
adj.
Of or relating to art or artists: the artistic community.
Sensitive to or appreciative of art or beauty: an artistic temperament.
Showing imagination and skill: an artistic design.

cyclo�thymic
adj.
Of or relating to or exhibiting a mild affective disorder characterized by alternating periods of elevated and depressed mood.

* anrui * yabureme * heki * sakeme * namida *

cos it was friday?!?...

...

something meaningful i've read:
Everything in life has a bright and a dark side, so.. life is never black or white... it is grey. And I'll keep insisting on that. Of course that when we're in a cage, when everything seems wrong and sucky and we feel that there's no more reason to life, it's exactly the opposite. Those are the times we are at the bottom of the pool... there's no place else to go but up, u know? We are already at the bottom, now all we need is impulse that our feet are going to create when they reach the pool's floor and propel us up to the surface again. It's all that we need, so we have to pay attention to that. It's exactly when hope seems to fail that something makes us come back with full energy.
We shouldn't give in to sadness, anger and bad feelings... we shouldn't blame anything or anyone for our sucky lives. We are responsible for our lives. When WE want to get out of the shit, we do. But it's very difficult since society has led us to believe we can't really do anything more than just follow their fuckin' rules and be cattle just life most of the people in the world. That's why taking the blue pill seems better than taking the red one. But, sincerely, I don't think so. It's all about Plato and his theories... it all comes back to him.
So, going against all this makes us very tired and unhappy... unsatisfied... depressed, helpless... sick. But "everything's not lost"... everything has a way out. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel. Don't panic, don't get desperate. It's worse. Instead, calm down, look around, see the bright points, analyse... you'll see that there are a lot of good things you're leaving behind or taking for granted just for the sake of enphasizing the bad aspects of your life. When we start to value the simplest and purest things of our life (even when they seem only a few), we start to feel better about ourselves and the world. And no one can really affect us, even if they try.
Don't give in to madness and fear and your weaknesses and weak people who want you to join them in their death.
Follow the white rabbit.
Free yourself from them.
Destroy the matrix!!

great pen-nis... opps great pi-an-nist

finished presenting ddd deepview at last
if i had known it was quite rather simple, shouldnt have spent the whole of last nite scratching head, thinking hard how to do.
ddd deepview

statsgraphic assignment due 150803 fri!!!
last wk btn prac report due tml?

ddd test on next tue!!!
genomics prac exam on next wed!!!
btn test on next thu!!!

ddd lit assignment due next wk!!!
btn online quizes due next wk!!!
ddd online quiz? due next tue

btn exam upcoming - dunno when
genomics exam upcoming - dunno when

sianz
next wk is so eventful
bye to my relaxing wkend
alot of things to rush

relax?
harvey norman got sale for games?!
wonder should i get...

the league of extraordinary gentlemen is out
seems not too bad
eager to see the vampire, the immortal & the beast
wonder how to squeeze some time out for relaxation

no free time
no sleep time
no work time
FuCk

jialat!
last min wanna do ddd online quiz which is due by 12am today
BUT cant even access into NP website!!
chiam liaoz

bbq/chalet @ downtown east chalet + Escape
update more later.. too tired.. need go rest!!

Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude.
Love does not demand its own way.
Love is not irritable,
and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged.
It is never glad about injustice
but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful,
and endures through every circumstance.
Love will last forever.

34.81 %
my score for secret service test.. sux real bad sia..
anyway i'm in stoned mood when i try it.. might b doing it again.. hah

electrified

fun in office

A guy was playing golf one day and he got lost. He saw a lady up ahead of him and went to her and said,"Can you please help me, I don't know what hole I'm on." She told him "You are one hole behind me. I'm on 7; you're on 6." He thanked her and continued playing golf.
Later he got lost again. He saw the same lady and went to her again kind of embarrassed. "I'm sorry to bother you again but I'm lost again, can you please tell me what hole I'm on." She told him "you are one hole behind me. I'm on 14; you are on13." Again he thanked her and continued playing golf.
When he finished he saw her in the clubhouse. He went up to her and asked if he could buy her a drink for helping him out. She accepted.
As they were drinking and talking he asked her what she did for a living.
"I'm in sales." He replied, "no kidding so am I. What do you sell?"
She said it's too embarrassing to tell. But after he kept pleading to know what she sold she said she'd tell him if he promised not to laugh. He promised. She said, "I sell WHISPER (Sanitary Napkins)" .
He immediately fell to the floor laughing hysterically. She said, "You promised you wouldn't laugh".
He replied, "I'm sorry, but I couldn't help it. I sell toilet paper........ I'm still one hole behind you."

FUCK

Come to me now i will take you to heaven
and i will be there for you ever and ever
stand there and think i will wait for you
and all the time that i'm dreamin' i'm dreamin' that you are my star
my superstar

you are the girl of my dreams girl i want you
tonight just one lock just one smile and i'm ready
to fight for your love girl i fight for your body
in my fantasy you are free

Come to me now i will take you to heaven
and i will be there for you ever and ever
stand there and think i will wait for you
and all the time that i'm dreamin' i'm dreamin' that you are my star
my superstar

there is something in your eyes there is something in your smile you're everything i need tonight
gimme just a little sign give me just a little smile give me just a chance to talk to you

Come to me now i will take you to heaven
and i will be there for you ever and ever
stand there and think i will wait for you
and all the time that i'm dreamin' i'm dreamin' that you are my star
my superstar

had btn lecture from 1600 till 1800
i think it's probably the 1st lecture in this whole semester which my attention span had lasted throughout the whole 2-hr
exams is coming soon! *shudder*

paid my 2-months-overdued-broadband-bill finally
felt the pain in my bank a/c doh...

recall that i'm no longer PES C2L2,
had been upgraded to PES B!!!
DAMN!!!

wow Prodigy coming to S'pore performing @ Centro
too broke to go anyway
major financial crisis..

currently tracks that i like:
Benny Benassi - Satisfaction
Beyonce - Crazy In Love [there's a version wif chinese rap. i love it! but couldnt find :( anyone help me keep a lookout pls]
Snap - The Power of Bhangra
Oceanlab - Beautiful Together
Lovestern Galaktika Project - Superstar
Martillo Vago - Por Que No

recently been to Sakae Sushi, Chin Huat Live Seafood, Swensen's, etc etc...
ate alot but dun seem to b gainin any weight

everyone bz doing wif deepview... me still blur blur

already wk 5 since skool reopen... time flies so fast
lots to catch up
exams juz coming up in a few wks time
attachment gonna start straight after that
have been dreaming, stoning... everyday oso stone

borrow Cain from library... been wks.. still haven finish...

hmmm i'm not very updated bout the latest news

fight against piracy is furious..
even files/mp3 sharing is ...errr...
somemore they're going to nab individuals...
**scary*
anyway i m on the neutral side
heh

jakarta got bombing again...
oni know today...

read it in someone's blog while blog-surfing...
meaningful

Everyone is precious in the eye of someone. Most importantly is to find that someone who appreciate you as who you are.

There are a lot of stars in the sky. Not everyone of them shines as brightly as the others. But don't just look at the brightest. There are some that are not so bright, but that is because you have not found the gems in them. Some takes time to be discovered, some only emerge upon deeper interaction. When you find the correct one, they will becomes the brighest stars in the sky. And they shine just for you. They becomes special as well, just like the moon.

Have you found your star?
If not, they will eventually come to you. Take time to look around you...
If you have, make sure you are worth it. Make sure you treasure what you have now. Make sure you make yourself special. Make sure you appreciate your partner.

'There is only one moon in the sky but stars are plentiful '...

wat time izzit?
my eyes sore n red
i've lecture later in the morn
i've juz finish some stupid quizes out of plain boredom

mouthful of gin + 2 panadol = ?

You're the Angel of Death... Evil, useless to mention it... Angry, hating... longing for death around you... a little freak maybe, the real villain, that's sure!! If you search inside of you, you'll find that your heart is not as black as you think (or maybe it is...)
If you were an Angel... which would be your path? brought to you by Quizilla

You represent... apathy. You don't really show any emotion. You can be considered cruel and cold, but you just don't really care about anything. This is just the way you are... you're quite a challenge to get close to, and others may perceive you as boring.
What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla

another friday... bad

i need some musik to bring me out of reality
trance is my choice
trance... i need to get into some trance...

i juz had a can of tiger..
no kick...
mayb cough syrup
mayb paracetamol
mayb gin

later in the morn got lecture... stats... saturday lecture... sianz...

will i see the morning sun
will it b a betta day?